Falling away....

I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity

Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two by fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone

29/4/2009

As usual, today went to school with bored feels. hmmmm, I got piss off in Bio class. wth? i was just pass by Ming Hock and we was talking crap at there. Brainess teacher esaw and said i was planing where to smoke later. WTH? i does't K? and she also said her husband is a lawyer and she know alots of polices. WHO CARES. Come on lar reality lar my friend. I just kept my mouth shut and let her embarrass me. OMGeeee.. Hmmm, whatever lar. what to do. I was a smoker. No matter what i do, there is still a bad image in me. Heee..

Today, i brought two new basketball shoes. Guess what guys, it was LEBRON VI(6) Limited edision and And1 diamond mid. hahaha it cost me RM 700 for the two shoes. hahaha Zeee..
Here is some of the pic.









OMGeee. The shoes is too nice ! wakakaka

Tuesday, 28/4/2009

Yesterday while dinner, i told mummy i seriously could't tolerate in this school anymore. I hate this school so much. I dont want to study here. I'm really really really bored. Imagine that the entire of school just 105students and my class just 5 of them, 3 are girls 2 are boys(included me). OMGGGGG !! and the another boy is kinda retarded. I have no friends at all. come on lar. How to survive? There is no GERKO for this school. One PJK period. OMG.. and teachers are just concentrates on girls. Come on, i paid too ok? i paid and study here too ok? I just wish to changes anothers school you know? Since i shifted here i dont felt any happiness anymore la. hmmm. Nothings much today. I just know that this school everyweek definately there is students been suspended. hmmm. come on lar, reality bit lar. everyday suspend student, you think this school is what huh? best school in Malaysia? everyday there is students been suspend. I'm bored to look at this lar. hmmm, what to do. there still fews month for me anymore. Whatever lar. just continue lar. hmmm... SPM soon!!!!!..



this my recently photo.

Emo. better sweet.

The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone.
I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you
Not all scars show, not all wounds heal Sometimes you can't always see The pain someone feels
Whats the sense of wishing for something when I always just wish it away?
Every night i talk to the stars pretending its you.. it acts just like you tho.. far away and never replies to my questions
Why do people tell you to believe in what you want to but then tell you not to believe in the one true thing you do believe in?
Times a precious thing to waste, but friends are more precious
* Kiss me im emo!
The sad truth is that most evil is done by people who never make up their minds to be good or evil.
The saddest aspect of life right now is that science gathers knowledge faster than society gathers wisdom.
Do not assume that he who seeks to comfort you now, lives untroubled among the simple and quiet words that sometimes do you good. His life may also have much sadness and difficulty, that remains far beyond yours. Were it otherwise, he would never have been able to find these words.

This kind of life. useless. pointless, even though i looks happys, fortunates, but honestly, truly hearts of me No One Understands me...argh!
So, help me god, i just hope been blessed, and everythings is path in your hand.
HOW COULD THIS HAPPENED TO ME..